What’s going on?
i feel it since a week ago. Since the beginning of final exam. She suddenly become a lil strange. Actually a strange smile towards me. Oh, i thougth it’s just me, just my feeling. Or maybe something’s really wrong. She seems like avoiding me, and seems uneasy when talking to me. She said nothing’s wrong. Or maybe she has decided not to be too close to me. No way, she can’t do that. She said i’m her best friend, ain’t she? Or maybe after i had an intention to ask him to be my girl again, someone told me ’bout that, and she don’t like it, and she started to stay away? Anyway it’s just a plan. I’d rather wait for one year more than refused rudely.What’s going on, exactly?!
Well, one day or two from now, i’ll come to her house to give the ‘picture’. Maybe if in her own home she probably get a better mood. Should i shoot her then? Or maybe i should just satisfied by being her friend. But i can’t give up now! Although maybe she didn’t love me at all. But i love her.
Oh god…, sometimes i see no way. Sometimes i see no chance. Can You make her fall in love with me again? I promise i will protect her with my body and my soul. I won’t ever abandon her, i will make her happy, i will love her because of You. I promise it all, if You would give me one more chance…, i’d like to live with her forever.., until we grow old and die.
